About me
I was blogging at http://micrtron.com since last November or December, but today I found this message on Twitter that lead to Tumblr. The cute image of Tom Welling in the DTTW twitter feed that I follow had a link on it, that I clicked on and it lead to here, so, I logged on to see what the site was about, and low and behold, I've yet another blog site! So, I'll learn it, too!'
I normally don't like for people to see real photos of myself because I don't like how I look. But, I don't like to wear make-up because I don't like how it makes me feel. I used to wear it occasionally until one day my mother got very angry at me for buying such because I was married at the time and they thought I ought to be considerate of Steve's budget and so, when I bought new make-up to put on before we went to the Majestic Theater, my mother, who wears make-up all of the time, got very mad at me for spending Steve's money since I didn't have any money of my own. Anyrate, I no longer, ever wear any make-up. I'm a divorcee now, too. Maybe I cost too much for Steve and it was more considerate for me to divorce him instead of remaining married to him.
I had really wanted children though. Not to have sex with them. Of course not! But, every time a woman gives birth, it is a sexual experience that involves a child, but it is usually and unpleasant sexual experience. But, I like and enjoy the company of children though.
Since I'm no longer married, I keep trying to see if I could adopt some as they keep advertizing some on the News on Wednesdays in Dallas, Texas. See here: http://www.wfaa.com/community/wednesdays-child. And you'll see why it'd be difficult to pass one of these faces up. But, I can't ever seem to qualify for an adoption license even though I approve of myself to do so. But, the process just isn't easy and they just keep turning me down, so I keep pestering them. But, they don't ever seem to give in. Then I get tired and go away for a while. Then later, I come back and bug them again for one or more of their children. I just wish to succeed here very bad. But, success is either for Texas to succeed from the union again or for me to ascend a throne of some sort. I thought I was just wanting to advance to the next stage in my life, that is one of becoming a mother and having children as my companions. But, is that ever to be in my life?
But, then, I gave my life to Christ, so, I don't really have a life, do I? Then William Shatner goes and says, "Get a life!" But, try as I might, I don't ever seem to be able to get one of my own. I don't want to give up the T.V. set or the movies or books or the blend of fact and fantasy that is my life. But, it gets very confusing at times, just what the deal is here.
